It's time to bid farewell. The time that everyone hates and fear. I am so scared. I tried not to think about it for the past few days. But no matter what, I still have to face this. I held in my tears. I put up on a brave front in front of everyone. But when it comes to facing her alone, I felt so useless. I was walking slowly, heavy foot steps.

I hoped the traffic lights would change slowly, her bus would never come. My friend, the one who has been my walking home partner from many years ago and the one whom I really protect like a baby.

Please protect yourself, and come back soundly. Will miss you badly. :)

Bye Yunkay! :)

I can't sleep. Waiting for the sun to rise. And for yk to leave. Counting down to 1 last day. I'm worried for myself but even more for her.
She's gonna be in a unfamiliar place with strangers and strange surrounding. Yk, be careful. Make the right friends and do right things ya? Let's work hard for the next 5 months, I will see you back here in SG. Safe and sound !

Good night all. Shall continue my rantings offline.

I am left with a few more days before I have to slog my guts out for the next 5 months.
My friends, those that I truly endear, whom I have been true for the past 6-13 years.
And also those whom I befriended in the recent years. These are truly important people whom I really rely on each time when I'm on the brink of breaking down. I have always said that they are ranked way below my idols, and I know these clever minds would never be that dumb to believe me. :)

We have always been together for the past few years and now, we are moving on to the next phase of life. Although we are not together, we shall be each other's motivation to carry on and succeed. To those that I won't be able to meet you face to face in the next 5 months, stay positive and hang on there. You know you have got us behind you. Do the right things!

And for the rest, we shall meet up often. Maybe its hard due to work obligations, let each other know we often think of them.
Just endure and enjoy for the next 5 months, and we shall be free. :)

Yunkay, Siyi, Weiling, Anna, Amanda

Wanshi, Silvia, Hui Jun

Charissa, Aizsa, Jane.

Yesterday I want to thank Isabelle for spending time and effort to teach me French. In times like this, you'll need your friends beside you.
Anyway, I would like to thank my friends for consoling me and siding me on that day when I told them about my project mate. ^^
I am also grateful to my project mate. You made me learn to be prepared for the real working world because of your calculating-ness.

心情烂透了。从没有奢望你要对我们多好，只是要你对我们温柔点，说话可像一般父亲那样的慈祥。给予我们充足的爱与关怀。但，我发现这不是现实，都是电视剧里才有的虚拟人物。我也发现，我并不是奢望，而是在找回属于我自己简单的父爱。。。彻底被你的自私毁灭了。。。

Thank you to my mom's boss . The person who provided my mom with a job and taught her lifelong skills . Although I am unhappy with the way you handled stuffs, I am still thankful that you helped my mom.

It's been long since I last posted here. Ever since my trip to Macau, I guessed. Now I am sitting on my toilet bowl, thinking of something to post. I should write down things that I wanted to say, things that I've done etc, for my family's reference. Life is short, who knows one day I might just die while sleeping ?

Anyway, to all my friends who are busy with their school work, it's the last semester already! Work hard and have an all-kill this sem!


Ps: actually I am dreading the start of my internship cuz I am so ashamed of it. :(